As I start a new life I find myself evaluating what has led to this. It is important to look back and think about what’s happened as a form of cleansing and acceptance. What arises is in my case is sadness and anger, all at the same time.
On looking back I feel this loneliness coming back, ten years of loneliness, accepted as normalcy. It was not. If I felt so lonely, it couldn’t be only my fault. I wasn’t alone, but I was. Now that I will really be alone, I feel a weight lifted. I never have to feel and be that alone again with anyone. It was my choice and now I see it. I can’t blame anyone but myself for having accepted that type of relationship
You set me free and I set you free because I never want to feel so lonely ever again.